Saturday, December 12, 2009

I received sad news yesterday--- our referral times have slowed down. We are now having 9-12 month waits for little girls. I have the choice to switch to a little boy, but I am torn because I feel like I shouldn't be asking or being so specific. I wonder if I should just let fate take my adoption journey where it needs to, but something is telling me April 2010. Something tells me a little girl.
I am scared, I doubt what I am doing everyday. I can't help but miss you at childrens birthday parties and keep imagining who you will be.