Thursday, January 14, 2010

Waiting time- 4 and 1/2 months
Today was a weird day, another in a long rough week. I felt very overwhelmed with the adoption, house refinance, kitchen remodel and waiting. I then came home to two more referrals for other families. On an interesting note, had I been adopting a little boy, one of the referrals that come today would have been my child.
The new struck me as sad and relieved at the same time- does that make sense? It took me a bit to unravel my feelings... I know now, they were because I know I am making the right decision waiting.
I missed my daughter today and want her in my life. The waiting is good for me and I know I don't know her yet... but I love you punkin!